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Hmm well this week was an interesting one..started off With me finding out my brother is a porn thief X)...and ended with me drawing an old wrinkly penis =D does life get any better!? lol anywa it was a fun week *_*; hehe and as you know i haven't updated because i'm so damn lazy XD but here are some of my thoughs for this week
Woohoo....God...I may be the only with a heart cold enough try and not be affected by the war casualties @<;
I don't mean to be a bastard but I just don't care e.e; I rather it be them than us( I know its evil and i do feel bad for them)..I mean I do feel bad that this is happening but its happening already so why bitch and moan about it? =D yes that was ment for the people who are protesting the war ^^<^> I see your cause is just but if you really want to stop war DO something Oo; don't just go around like an idiot waving your stupid little signs that say no to war, that is going to acomplish nothing...why not try and make somethign of yourself and actualy CHANGE things by taking a high office =0 GASP!?! the government is corrupt you say? Well Oo; we have to start somewhere even the smallest of ripples can turn into a wave So why not stop bitching about a war that is already in progress instead of doing something to actualy prevent things like this from happening...X) I'm such a self centered bigot * sparkles and shines* I'm honestly just sick and tired of the VIOLENT protesting Oo what kind of fucked up idiot tries to solve violence with violence oo...a preety big one i'm sure lol I'm preety sure most of these people protesting don't even believe in the cause they're just there to make a huge mess lol and that is even more pathetic. Well we all have free speech ( thats why i can write this! =D)but sometimes just talking about it isn't enough so if you want change get up and start changing things. Its like if I said " Gee I wish I was rich!" or " I wish that i could help the starving children of the world" Oo; that gets me nowhere unless i do something to make me rich or I do somethignto help those children so if you're going to do nothing but bitch Shut up. ( I do realize I'm bitching instead of doing but i can't go out and make this people do things XD so bitching IS my only option lol)
^^; tehee ok now that thats over *-*; I love you guys....even tho i'm a filthy Bigot and these are just my views as you know they're no more valid than yours or anyone elses, its just the way I see things.
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LOL Southpark taught me a lesson XD Protestors are good because they make the country look caring and good while the pro-war people kick some ass so in the end only the persident looks bad XD LMAO.. >_> damn their humorous truth
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and now XD I'm here!!! love me love my ...um..tacos
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o.o DOing homework buying clothes soon.. xx soffering from sleeplessness and some STUPID! UNECESSARY!!!! jealousy =0 but, what am I to do? I can't stop my self XD but I'll surely get over it ^^ Um...should change my icon oo; will listen to pizzicato five and will work on my english homework x.x wahh i feel empty...again XD, Sara...you're probably used to me feeling empty periodically by now XD its like every..um..5 months or so I feel empty and loose my purpose >>; then I crave for a different life **; but Haha! so ..I will get over this too >>...but right now i want to scream and pull my hair out =( I missed the daily show ; -; John Stewart is sooooo funny..i loove him *_*...because he's funny ofcourse >>; anyway now i'm going to log on for a bit =3 just cause..i'm not sleepy
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ee God I was stressing over my homework yesterday but today i'm better X3 I even made a new icon with a picture I took of me today XD LMAO, =D Enjoy it I will
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Colorgenics.com test yet again XD Damn i'm a sucker for this thing o_o;; oddly enough my results changed XD and I DID found some of the colors i hated last time a lot more apealing this time X) and yes this actualy has some truth to it ee;;; damn you colorgenics lol
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At this time you are really feeling quite exhausted by all the conflict and quarrelling that is going on about you and you are looking for some sort of protection from this state of affairs. Ideally you are seeking a peaceful condition and a tranquil environment in which you can be afforded the chance to relax and recover.
You are feeling the results of extreme stress and you are seeking a 'way out' but you are pushing too hard. Obviously you need peace, tranquility and contentment. Your temperament is such that you are hoping, unrealistically perhaps, that your desires will shortly be fulfilled (even if at this time you are not quite sure what those true aspirations may be!).
In actual fact you are not willing to exert yourself in any way. You have that truly 'laid back' attitude and are unwilling to extend yourself or exert undue effort. You feel that to move forward - be it in your life style or in business relationships - would require more energy output than you are prepared to give at this time. You want to take life easy and your attitude is such that 'Enough is Enough'.
In spite of the fact that you believe that your hopes and ideas are realistic, it is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influence and there is no-one to turn to or rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offense, but as matters stand you realize that you will have to make the best of things as they are.
Unacceptable restrictions have been forced upon you and this is resulting in severe frustration and stress. You are looking for independence and consequently you shy away from any restriction and avoid obligations of anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressure and want to escape from it so that you can obtain what you need, but unfortunately at this particular moment in time you lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this.
You are fed up with other people trying to influence you and you also feel that it is necessary to protect yourself from the threat that your independence and freedom may be restricted. You would just like to be left alone.
The tensions and stresses that you have experienced of late have been the result of trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond your capabilities. You feel completely inadequate to cope with the situation and you would like nothing better to escape from it all and to be able to relax in a problem and pressure free environment where you can do your thing.
You have so many ideas that you would like to revitalize but you need to realize a stable and peaceful condition to do so. Once you can free yourself from all the aggravation and tension around you, you will make strides that may amaze you. You will not be prevented from achieving all the things you so desire.
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^^ Just talked to Sara. We've been friends for almost 4 years or so, lately I've been thinking of her, I had this terrible urge to talk to her but i kept on thinkign she might be busy, anyhoo =3 I gave her my home adress XD i'm cured from almost all my paranoia * poses magicaly* and i'm getting a cellphone soon ^^ I promised to call her, tho she'll crack up after she hears my terrible accent! * scream* ...erm asides from that the rest of my day was preety uneventful ^^ I'm going to ask my cousing to go with me to a movie, last movie we saw was ghost ship lol it was ok but didn't get too see it that well, some dirty bastards were sitting infront of us and they were loud as hell maybe i'll even bring Fey along ^^; i mean they're doing nothing, and i'm doing nothing. nyaa =3
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oo; I'm debating on wether to watch Dreamcatcher with it comes out X3 I mean i read the book when it came out and it was great ** but movies are always a step down in quality, just because of that fact that when you're watching a movie you're watchign the story from the director's perspective. oo and XD you mind has no bounds in the special effects department lol, I'm want to go watch Dare Devil t_t he was so cool in the comics lol X0 i like comic Elektra better though ...ah well le sigh.. >> * another random though* Tomb Rider Sucked so badly XD i hated it, the game is fun but i hate the movie =P bleh. and I also liked their fist pic (actress wise) ** she was much much more suited for the role XD but still the story line left somethign to be desired. oo; that goes for the FF movie too XD..i have to admit the the CG characters were ok X) but again the story dragged on too much. I didn't like Resident Evil much. It was ok all things considered and the effects were good XD not to mention the soundtrack * snikers* but after watching living dead movies all my life (hence me dreaming about living dead pereodically) it seemed too much like the Night of the Living Dead Movies >>; where the chemical spills and makes them all into zombies ee;;;...hmm like that American Werewolf movie that came out a couple of years ago XD the werewolf gerne has been too overdone ^^;; well some of the movie was good but the werewolf looked like a rat t.t;... I think the werewolf movie that made the biggest impact on me was " The Company of Wolves" I watched it when I was about 10 maybe so i didn't fully understand it, i'd like to watch it again. with what I know now I'm sure i'll enjoy it even more X). you know sometimes it takes a few times before you understand a plot XD like in Akira lol it took me 3 times to get it.
Xp I'm enjoying music by "They Might be Giants" lol i Like it X3 and I still like Fantastic Plastic Machine
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[23 Feb 2003|03:13am] |
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About time I fixed this thing, anyway now that i can actualy see my typing again... umm not much to write about ^^ no complaints *_* -sqees- my lip had some sort of infection X-x gah..but now its all better and i can finally talk to Matt **; i missed him...and now i don't have to make him queezy with the lip thing lol...damit i'm such a horrible procrastinator lol i haven't done my homework as always...and i have to turn it in on moday ee; need to write 3 more essays and she has yet to grade the first one ><; le sigh... I was listenign to some romantic songs 6.6 they make me feel all bubbly inside... I'm a jumble of feelings at the moment, but they're good feelings ^^ I feel like singing but i suck at it ( not puttingmy self down) I do xx i have a...bleh voice XD can't sing female songs because my voice is too low and can't sing male songs because its too high T.t; the only song i can sing decently voicewise is " No one knows" by Queens of the Stone Age XD and just because the guy has a whiny voice otherwise i'd suck at it too X) My mom wants me to sing at the church choir ee; pft yeah lol I hate interacting with church people ><; i hate their "way of the lord" stuff TT; it just pisses me off to listen to them ...but i wouldn't mind playing one of the roman soldiers in their little play...X) i always wanted to wear a roman uniform! =D and carry a wooden sword! wee! ^^; damit my hair is all dry TT i'm strenghtening it up so that i may bleach it some more...silly but oo; tis what I want oo; >< last time i bleached my hair the woman burned my scalp >< gah..i'd bleach it my self but i don't want to mess it up. I'm being random as always...anyway lol ** I drew some type of ...creature thingamajig...fish-like thingamajig ...going to color it and post it on oo Deviant X) since Sirus showed me the link i'll just get an acount and post my stuff there..well the stuff i want ppl to see XD..mmmm thats all for now..all other things will be better left unsaid ** - squees and dances-
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o_o um not much has been going on..homework ussualy but 2 nights ago after trying to draw my cross contour [ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<cross [...] don't>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] o_o um not much has been going on..homework ussualy but 2 nights ago after trying to draw my cross contour<cross contour= drawing something as if a pice of string was wraped around it, you can't draw the actual object, you can only draw the imaginary string o_o;;; i'll scan mine and show you XD because i don't think i'm making sense> drawing of a seashell, >_> i got...inspiration! * angelic choir* >_> to draw something naughty XD LOL @_@;; and rather distatefull X) * in short, I drew hentai* O_O woop tee doodles X) showed it to Oreos, Oreos said they looked like they weren't enjoying it X) and after looking at it...>_> a lot X) ..they remind me of porn stars....>_> amateur porn stars...in a cheezy porn flick , >_> in a any case o-o I liked the colors X) and I took some time with it lol... some of the stuff I draw is ussualy rushed...well i guess the one i just drew was rushed a bit as well but I took more time with it than i would normaly o_o;;; and thats about it for the day o_o finished my shell, turned it and now we're going to draw a still life with vine charcoal and conte crayons, messy but they look nice =D...i better get a good grade on my essay >< ...damn her she takes forever in grading it..i'm so distracted lately and I dunno why e_e my brain is taking a vacation at the wrong moment lol le sigh >_> it better return soon ><...Doh! |
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yieeerk o-o Hmm i didn't turn my tangram design in today so it will be late X) I still need to do some other things o_o blah i dun even know what to write here X), was taking some pictures X3 and I made an icon of me looking like a crack adict =3...or something X3 lol anyway thats about all I have to talk about for the moment o_o; so adiu
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[01 Feb 2003|07:23pm] |
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Blah I have to turn an Essay in but it seems i can't come up with much X3 ...but right now its going better and my ideas are flowing a lot more smoothly, hurrah! oo ummm..this is fo; you Knives! <3 X3 LOL
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Why do you build me up (build me up)
Buttercup, baby
Just to let me down (let me down)
and mess me around
And then worst of all (worst of all)
you never call, baby
When you say you will (say you will)
but I love you still
I need you (I need you)
more than anyone, darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up)
Buttercup, don't break my heart
"I'll be over at ten," you told me time and again
But you're late, I wait around and then
I run to the door, I can't take any more
It's not you, you let me down again
(Hey, hey, hey!) Baby, baby, try to find
(Hey, hey, hey!) A little time,
and I'll make you mine
(Hey, hey, hey!) I'll be home
I'll be beside the phone waiting for you
Ooo-oo-ooo, ooo-oo-ooo
Why do you build me up (build me up)
Buttercup, baby
Just to let me down (let me down)
and mess me around
And then worst of all (worst of all)
you never call, baby
When you say you will (say you will)
but I love you still
I need you (I need you) more than anyone, darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up)
Buttercup, don't break my heart
You were my toy but I could be the boy you adore
If you'd just let me know (bah-dah-dah)
Although you're untrue, I'm attracted to you
all the more, why do I need you so
(Hey, hey, hey!) Baby, baby, try to find
(Hey, hey, hey!) A little time
and I'll make you mine,
(Hey, hey, hey!) I'll be home,
I'll be beside the phone waiting for you
Ooo-oo-ooo, ooo-oo-ooo
Why do you build me up (build me up)
Buttercup, baby
Just to let me down (let me down)
and mess me around
And then worst of all (worst of all)
you never call, baby
When you say you will (say you will)
but I love you still
I need you (I need you)
more than anyone, darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up)
Buttercup, don't break my heart
I-I-I need you-oo-oo more than anyone, baby
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up)
Buttercup, don't break my heart
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X3 Ah My apologies to the rest I just needed to get that out of the way >>;;;; * skips away to essay*
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<< wow Bush Gave his state of the union address and I didn't even watch it X) i'm so sick of him I guess I never liked him lol it just feels like he won't stop looking for some type of weapon in Iraq but Oo he doesn't seem to be doing anythign about north Korea where they KNOW the nuclear weapons plant is back on line..do I smell oil?XD j/k actualy I know Saddam is a bad man but Bush needs to get his priorities straight should he not worry a tinsy bit more about the ecconomy?..ok serious hour over! (X3...I'm not going to apologize for my beliefs so.. X3 in short, this is MY journal and I can put whatever I please in it and if you don't like it don't read it Oo) Ahem >> @ _@ OMG Oreos is hosting my site * ~ * I looove you!!! x.x feel kind guilty making you do all that but thanks ^~^ * licks clings nibbles and cuddles* <3 I love you ^~^ I-------------------------I <= this much times infinity plust 2, Hmm in other news lol =3 I'm doing well with my classes O-o; but its only the 3rd week so... I hope It'll stay that way lol, o-o...hi my name is Binkie..and I'm a Knivesaholic? lol oo; see when i latch onto something i'm very >>; obcessive of it X3 be it someone or something and as you can see >>; i'm still latched onto Knives XD lol...not Insane Knives but Knives Knives >.> the guy with the evil black leathery outfit thingamajig that makes him look like a tiny caterpillar o_o;;; LOL >> anyway...* dances* I'm still tryign to think of ideas for Oreo's site x.x but the first idea the came to mind is stuck in my head X3 it would just be funny
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~~(( THE Colorgenic Test))~~~
Is it that you are working - or even playing - too hard? Because it would seem that you are experiencing a great deal of pent-up emotion at this time which could possibly take effect and lead to irrational behavior.
Everything seems to be going against you at this time. Try as you may you are meeting with considerable resistance at every turn. Nothing is going as you would plan. The situation is difficult and you are trying to persist in your objectives against resistance. It would appear that you are being very secretive about your future plans just in case people around you try to thwart you.
You are a demanding egocentric and therefore quick to take offense. This attitude makes people feel somewhat inadequate when in your company and so it is no wonder that at times you feel alone and unwanted.
You pretend that you are a carefree individual and that nothing really bothers you - that you are so self-sufficient that whatever problems beset you they simply flow off you as water flows off a ducks back. You are experiencing considerable stress, trying to conceal yourself from the rest of the world. In actual fact - deep down, you are not at all happy. You feel lonely and you need someone with whom you can 'Let your hair down' and share your hopes, dreams and high standards. You are imposing unnecessary self restraint on yourself. You would like to demonstrate the unique quality of your character to all and sundry.
At this time you don't particularly like yourself. Everything that you have tried to do seems to have gone wrong. This makes you feel that there is no point in trying to start again. Apart from being stressed and tense, you are angry with yourself and have un-admitted self-contempt. Your refusal to admit that you and you alone is the basic cause of your problems leads to you adopting a headstrong and defiant attitude. If you take stock of yourself, smile a little and let go, everything will turn out OK. Have you not heard of the cliché 'smile and the world smiles with you - cry and you cry alone!'?
You are completely worn out - physically and mentally - and it has got to the stage where 'you don't want to participate anymore'. You are in fact experiencing what is known as 'burnout' and your reaction is such that you feel that everyone is against you yet you still seem to refuse to listen to reason. You are hostile, bitter and indignant. You insist that you want and are entitled to your own way - well maybe you are, but your attitude is not conducive to making friends. Take it easy. Let go and get back into the World.
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oo;;; Lol... i guess some of it is true but X) some of it isn't
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Today I loged onto my school's site to find out all my classes had ben droped because i hadn't paid @_@ but i have a scholarship so i went to the office and wanted to know what the problem was TT: turns out the financial aid lady was backed up on work , so now I can't turn in the homework for my internet class >< but anyway i got all my classes back ^^ and i got to talk to Oreos whom I love with all my heart * does some gang signs >>;* peace to yah mah brotha ^-^ I will sing of my love for you! @-@ Tralalalalal I love you Oreos because our souls are mated ( in a friendly sort of way) X) just so you won't freak and kill me @ _@ * squeals* lalal ._.; well there goes my singing career never met anyone like you, who can make me smile and feel like everything is ok =3 I'm whipped! * dances* and I love you ^^ I was trying to draw you but o-o;; My drawing was all out of proportion lol i can't draw realisticly so i'll draw you in a cartoony sort of way Wahahahaharhahahar~ * gets to it* ^_^~
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1. Full Name: Erika Echeverria/Garibay
2. Hair Color: Dark Brown < soon to be dramatically bleached up front>
3. Middle Name: no one gave me one ; -; lets stick with Binky?
4. Hair Style: Short< growing it out>
5. Eye Color: Honey-ish
6. Height: 5'8”
8. Birthday: December 4 1982
9.ZodiacSign: Sagitarius
10. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: None =D…but..hehe….o_~ XD
11. Do you have a crush?: Yes o////o;;;
Favorites
1. Favorite Animal: Wolf
2. Favorite Sport: Ice hockey
3. Favorite Color(s): Black, Red and Blue < in that order>
4. Favorite Friend(s): Oreos and Sara @_@ I love you guys
5. Favorite Friend(s): >> Thought we went thru this
6. Favorite Song(s): Currently “ Carmina Burana”
7. Favorite Quote: “That which is only complex is mistaken for that which is profound” ~Edgar Allan Poe
. Favorite Store: B&N and SamGoody X)
9. Favorite Feeling: Feeling up =3
10. Favorite Shoe: My shoe
11. Favorite Scent: Wet Soil/Clay X) and Juniper
12. Do You Wear make-up?: Yes when I feel pretty XD
13. Which is more important, personality or looks?: Personality
14. What kind of personality do you like in a guy/girl?: Open Mindedness and Honesty someone who isn’t afraid of living life and is independent ^^; someone with a strong will =3 Like Oreos and Sara and Eddidlyums @ _ @ I love you guys~~ Sirus and Mizz too but >> you guys scare me X)
15. Do you move fast or slow in a relationship?: Slooooooow..like honey XD
16. What is your idea of the perfect guy/girl?: >> look at # 14
17. Would you ever ask someone out?: I guess o_o but relationships just happen slowly X) I haven’t asked anyone out yet
18. Do you prefer blondes or brunettes: They both have their beauty
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1. What is the first thing you notice about someone?: their looks X) then their Open-mindedness and personality
2. When's the last time you cried?: A while back
3. What do you want to be when you grow up?: Commercial Artist
4. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: yes, I need something to hug X)
6. How far have you gotten: Kissing Touching >> no sex
7. Do you like someone right now?: o////o….yes but we went thru this before
8. Do they know?: I dunno o///o they might
9. Do you have a best friend?: >>;;; thought we went thru this too but just in case Oreos and Sara are the best friends I could ask for
Within the last 24 hours, have you...
1. Had a serious talk?: not really Serios
2. Hugged someone?: Yes
3. Gotten along well with your parents?: Yes
4. Fought with a friend?: No
Do you like to...
1. Give hugs?: yes
2. Give back rubs?: depends on who I’m giving it to
3. Take walks in the rain?:Yes @~@
4. You ever have that falling dream?: I’ve had before not lately tho
5. What is on the walls of your room?: An assload of glow in the dark stars and a blacklight
6. When you chew gum, what kind?: Eclipse XD
7. Do you use chap stick?: No
In the last month have/did you...
1. Drink?: Sipped a Margarita and had some red wine and Chardonay..but I don’t like to drink O_o;
2. Smoke?: No
3. Drugs?: No
4. Have Sex?: No, I’m unmarred XD
5. Made Out?: No
6. Go on a date?: No
8. Go to the mall?: Yes
9. Eaten an entire box of Oreos?: No
10. Eaten sushi?: Yes X.x Never going to that restaurant again was sick for a week after it
11. Been on stage?: No
12. Been dumped?: No
13: Had someone unfaithful to you?: Nope XD
14. Watched The Smurfs?: No
15. Hiked a mountain?: NO!
16. Made homemade cookies?: No but I did make Home Made Custard
17. Been in love?: Love Lust Obsession Desire X3 you name it
More stuff.
1. Are you popular?: slightly
2. Are you pretty?: I am when I have a paper bag over my head =D
4. What is your favorite word to say: Tru’dat XD I got my mom saying it too
5. What is your favorite phrase to say: “I’m going to kill you” =3 I say it all the time
6. What are you doing right now: Filling out this survey
7. What song are you listening to?: My sister playing Spyro
8. What are you wearing?: Shorts and a sweater X)
Preferences-pick.
1. Cold or hot?: Cold
2. Lace or satin?: Satin
3. Blue or Red?: Red
4. New or old?: Dunno X)
5. Rain or snow?: Rain
6. Give or receive?: give
7. Wool or cotton?: cotton
8. Rose or Daisy?: Rose
9. Private school or public school?: Public
10. Chocolate milk or plain milk?: Chocolate Milk
11. Celsius or Fahrenheit?: I dun care X) I can do both
12. Spring or Fall?: Fall
13. Inny or outty?: Inny
14. Now or then?: Now
15. How many fingers am I holding up?: <^> o_o One!
16. Scent?: Scent of wet soil damit XD
17. English or Math?: would have said English 6 months ago >> Now I like Math better
18. Bath or shower?: Bath
19. Bedtime phrase?: Sweet dreams
20. Self-stick or lick?: Self stick X)
21. Cursive or print?: Print
22. Do you like surprises?: some
23. Paranoid or Cautious?: Are they not basically the same? X)
24. Heights or Crowds?: Crowds =3
25. Half-full or half-empty?: half full o.o
26. Top or bottom? Hmmm >> depends on what I’m trying to accomplish X)
27. Do you/Would you dye your hair?: I will soon X)
28. Speeding or running red lights?: None o_O!
29. Gold or silver?: Silver
30. Bad habits?: I chew my nails >> but >> they say that’s good when it comes to lovers XD
31. Piercings?: lip
32. Erogenous Zone: Thighs @@;
33. "Maybe" or "Mebbe?": Mebbe * puts finger near mouth like fat bastard*
35. What do you wish you'd done?: =) I’m glad for everything I’ve done so far ^^ even if some of the things were bad the things I have now make them all worth it =D I HAVE NO REGRETS!!!!
36. Fetish?: Dessert Fetish…I like to lick and nibble >.>;;;..maybe a wee bit of bondage XD
37. Do you have one of THOSE voices?: they’re not talking to me…we had a fight X)
38. Jammies or naked: Naked! >> can’t tho because of too many bad things that could happen
39. Neurotic or psychotic?: Psychotic =3
40. Do you talk to yourself?: Who doesn’t! its normal X) unless you also answer your self XD then that’s weird? XD * has done both o.o;;;*
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=3 Anyway since i've been bored I took a quiz
My personality is rated 34.What is yours?
Your score is
34/50
[ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<align:"center">') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] =3 Anyway since i've been bored I took a quiz <br><center><b>My personality is rated 34.</b></center><center><a href="http://www.midgetfarm.com/quiz/personality.shtml" target="_blank">What is yours?</a></center><br> Your score is 34/50 <align:"center">what does that mean? Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.</align> asides from that I've been doing homework and going to school =) I have to draw the outline of a leaf for my first project ._. well something like that and I still have more suplies to buy o_O; I already spent over 300 dollars over them and I'm only half done screeches o.o and this background sucks!!! >> I'm going to make it something non anthy related X) |
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[14 Jan 2003|12:42pm] |
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Hmm Yesterday i had my first class @_ @ and it took forever!!! x.x 4 hours listening to a lecture on the elements of design, very nessesary but very boring @.@;...well some of it was ok X3 anyway o-o today I have math! Oh isn't that magical!?!?! =3 sure is! and oo i hope it doesn't turn out to be horrible e_e i did ok in math last time so hopefully some of it stuck x.x.. still have an internet english course =0 wow I might be the only student taking it X) * snikers* hmm o-o my brother wanted me to take him to school this morning because he didn't want to put on some pants he had in his closet so he was doing laundry 30 min before the bus came >>; i looked at the damned pants and they were ok...>_> i felt like beating him up for being such a dork but instead i told him that if his pants weren't ready he'd have to miss school because of the stupid pants T.T;; i'm such a bitch sometimes, anyway >< being the stuborn mule that he is he put on one of the pants he had in the dryer, it was still wet at the pockets T.T;; and he left like that >< i can't see why He couldn't have put on those other pants >< it was just for a day and they weren't hirrible looking, the stupid reason he came up with was that they were " too hot" O_O For God's Sake! We're in the damn middle of Winter!!! is freezing cold outside and " they're too hot"!?! ><;;; lol >_> anyway thats all for today, no more ranting...well..maybe later when i get back from math class X3
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Well X) now that i'm back from chruch and doing other random stuff =3...em..i'm going to write....but i have nothing interesting to write about so I am goign to write some poetry i read in a book =3 teeh hee Valentines is coming ^^ and I'm in a sappy mood o_o; then again i'm always in a sappy mood =3
~Romantic Poems and Quotes ~..part 1? XD
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I am never away from you. Even now,
I shall not leave you. In another world,
I shall still be ther one who loves you,
loves you
Beyond measure, beyond
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If you only knew how much
I love you, how essential you are
to my life, you would not dare
to stay away for an instant, you
would always remain by my side,
your heart pressed close to my heart,
your soul to my soul.
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We are born to love those who most wound us.
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In that moment I loved...so
much I felt my insides split apart,
pouring out this kind of light that
made it hard to breathe, and what
I couldn't understand was why it
had to hurt so much and feel so sad
to love someone that way.
**~~**
^~^ * squees and runs away*
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Well Here I am updating at 2:55 Am o_o;; been out at my aunts house it was my cousin's b-day, was cleaning before that, my cousin got into a fight with my uncle's sister because she's tryign to take her BF away >_>;; shes a HUGE! slut o_o; she already caused my cousin and her old BF to break up and stop talking to eachother oO; her vehaviour is disgusting she's only 16 and she's already going to clubs with a fake ID , drinking having sex and doing drugs O_o; she was even tryign to flirt with my dad, and my uncle oO;;; she's wasting her life away, she has no goals Oo; i don't think she cares she'll probably end up pregnant and desperate later, I really wish i could find someone I can be with, a lot of people get on my nerves, they think doing certain things will make them cool but they only come off as stupid..well atleast to me I'm sure other idiots think they're cool X) that or i'm over reacting, it seems theres no one for me yet =/ i mean Its not like there is a long wait like X) i'm too finicky and i've made sure everyone leaves me alone e_e;;; because I begin seeing ppl's flaws instead of their good qualities, maybe its late and I'm tired...but i'm tired of all of it I want it all to stop, I want to start over but I can't =/ i have ppl i care about i can't just pick up and start over x-x gah i wish I could ^^;;; i'm getting too angsty @ _@ * screams and runs around* anyway i'm goign to be too busy to think from now on, not like anyone cares =) but i'm going to be gone for a long time now that classes are starting over again, I want to make it in life, ^^ maybe i can find someone at college, i saw a cute guy * -* i wouldn't mind meeting him =3 and even if i can't find anyone to be with i think being out will do me some good, I'm tired x_x I'm very tired I have this feeling of tightness in my chest the feeling you get when somethign that really matters gets taken from you x_x; maybe its from being so dramatic waah i'm sounding like a sappy idiot again X) lol and i had started this journal so that i could be happy LOL x-x; well I WILL BE!!! I don't care what it takes T _T I'm goign to have a good time from now on >
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